A girl who stumbled upon dream and reality. Because she's too lost to realize that she did not draw the line.
I was called by Janet for most all of the time, because it's my real name and because it was written on my birth certificate, but I would really appreciate it
if you call me
Sei. Because I'm too bored to hear 'Janet' and because I need some new sensation.
I was dropped to the Earth 14 years ago. I commit sins everyday because I'm not perfect and I'm just a normal human that's all.
I live in Indonesia but no, I'm not a pure Indonesian. My parents were from China but no, we can't speak those Chinese languages; whatever it is.
My life was full by emotional feelings; I'm a crybaby and I really can't help it.
I think I was loved by people around me. I do not appreciate what do you call by friendship because I believe friends will come and go as time goes by.
I do not trust my friend like I do trust them before, and this is the main reason why do I like to express my feelings through writings and not with words.
I love Korea, and I listen to K-Pop music. Cho Kyuhyun is my ultimate bias, KyuMin is my OTP and KyuHaeMin is my favorite OT3.
I write, I breathe, I walk, I talk, I hear, I jump, I dance, I do what normal people do.
What is the difference with me it's just that they know that reality and dream is different but I do not want to know.
And that is because I believe I could find my ideal boy through my dreams and reality is just too painful to deals with.
In which she believes there's no forever but there's eternal and eternity.
ahh so it's been so long since i've updated this blog. y/y?
i'm too busy with my livejournal and twitter and kyumin and kyuhyun :(
okay that was completely.... unimportant.
uhh so. i actually have many things to pour down here (wtf man i was furious yesterday) one of them is about the qmi fan(s), but i think i'm in no mood to be a bitch rn, so i'll let it pass.
just so you know, i'm still not happy with the fucking petition. fucking cancel it or i'll fucking kill youoh by the way!
MERRY XMAS gaiz! :DDDDDDDDD and god bless you. and is this supposed to be written on the end of the post? uh whatever.
laksfh there's no thailand this year :(( they just finished making the passport when the tour had closed. i wanna see fireworks in thailand! i mean, i know it's like no difference to see it in batam or in indonesia. but thailand might be more awesome right? so i guess my plan to visit my friend in sg on new year is still a go. i dun wanna spend my new year here, if i know there's another better place to go to spend the new year. plus, my friend offers me a place to sleep. so why not?
idky but don't you agree time flies so fast? it's like, last month was still 2010 and next month it would be 2011. this year's time flies the fastest, idek. last year it's so slow.
have you had your wishes granted for this year? :) yeah we all know we have wishes for this year right? the one that says 'i'll be like this like that on 2010!' or the 'i want to change this and that on 2010!'. have you accomplished all of that? because i think i did not. i don't even remember what my 'to-do-lists' are. i'm so pathetic, i know :(
so since next week will be new year and i don't think i'll be able to (or want to) post something here on my blog, i'll just list down the things that i've done for the year 2010.
1. i've improved my grades :))
2. i don't buy new cellphone (i usually change one every once a year)
3. i've made friends who are my enemies before
4. i've spent less money on malls and the kinds.
....oh shit there are thunders. i'll continue this if i have time! which is i have, i'm just refusing to write on this blog. livejournal and twitter addicted lately :( sorry.
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