A girl who stumbled upon dream and reality. Because she's too lost to realize that she did not draw the line.
I was called by Janet for most all of the time, because it's my real name and because it was written on my birth certificate, but I would really appreciate it
if you call me
Sei. Because I'm too bored to hear 'Janet' and because I need some new sensation.
I was dropped to the Earth 14 years ago. I commit sins everyday because I'm not perfect and I'm just a normal human that's all.
I live in Indonesia but no, I'm not a pure Indonesian. My parents were from China but no, we can't speak those Chinese languages; whatever it is.
My life was full by emotional feelings; I'm a crybaby and I really can't help it.
I think I was loved by people around me. I do not appreciate what do you call by friendship because I believe friends will come and go as time goes by.
I do not trust my friend like I do trust them before, and this is the main reason why do I like to express my feelings through writings and not with words.
I love Korea, and I listen to K-Pop music. Cho Kyuhyun is my ultimate bias, KyuMin is my OTP and KyuHaeMin is my favorite OT3.
I write, I breathe, I walk, I talk, I hear, I jump, I dance, I do what normal people do.
What is the difference with me it's just that they know that reality and dream is different but I do not want to know.
And that is because I believe I could find my ideal boy through my dreams and reality is just too painful to deals with.
In which she believes there's no forever but there's eternal and eternity.
woops i think boredom went over me and i ended up writing this thing. kekeke~
i do NOT force you to read it, you want, you read, you don't want, so don't read.
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1. i'm not good in english but i'm pretending that i'm an expert in it. that's why you'll see, i dont know, maybe 1/4 or 1/2 or 3/4 of my posts here in my blog were posted in english. i do speak english but i'm not that good.
2. i'm 14 and i read R &/ NC fics and i'm working on my fic with that kind of rating. (yes, i went there)
3. when i first get to know k-pop, epik high was the band whom i love so mucchhhh then it changed into dbsk (i got crazier in fangirling here as i bought 5 or more albums & singles & photobooks of dbsk and my mom got mad on me bcos i spent my money buying those things and i regretted it now) then changed into shinee (i want to buy their albums & singles & photobooks but my mom kept bitching and i dont want to get spat on my face by my mom. she warned me that i'm not allowed to buy such things like that again) (i went maturer here in fangirling as i watched their hello baby from ep.1 to the end and know more facts about them. before, when i'm craving the love of dbsk, i dint watch their shows and i only know simple things about them) then now it changed into super junior. (i got really really maturer here cos i've watched full house, EHB, even TV programs like star king, intimate note, and i know almost all of the kyumin moments that ever existed)
4. i'm one of the possessive fangirls. i dont like it if my friends also like yunho, onew or kyuhyun. and i got ever more possessive when i'm in super junior. when im still a shawol, i dont really mind to read jongkey, ontae, onho, or whatever else it is although my OTP is onkey. same goes with dbsk, i dont mind reading 2U, jaechun, or whatever else although my OTP is yunjae. but with super junior, duh, i don't read kyumi, kyuwook, kyuhae, kyusung, kyuchul, kyuteuk, kyubum, kyuhyuk, kyury, and other kyu-pairings. i only read kyumin.
5. angst is my favorite genre of fanfic.
6. i like to read one shot which has a long story and the story all started when both of the main chars dint know each other, and they met, and the conflict starts, and conflict end. get what i mean?
7. i
hate children.
8. i
hate animals.
9. i
love pink.
10. i like to edit photos but it always ends in a disaster T^T
11. i dont have a future.
12. i always get bitchy if im around the people i'm attracted with.
13. i first goes with straight pairings but now i'm deadly in love with yaoi.
14. i have somekind of kink fetish.
15. i'm easily attracted with guys but its hard for me to like someone. attracted and like has different meaning.
16. i like rainy seasons bcos its cold and sometimes on monday i dont need to attend the flag ceremony.
17. i hate sweating.
18. i hate exercising.
19. i hate the fact that i'm just 156cm tall and there's a possibility that i won't grow again.
20. i'm denying the fact that i'm better in memorizing rather than counting.
21. i hate blood and injection
22. i don't speak very well. sometimes what i said turned out to be incoherent words. T^T that's why i like writing more than talking.
23. siwon and jaebum are the hottest guys that i've ever seen.
24. YES to boys who have abs. NO to boys with big muscular arms. ewww.
25. i want to study taekwondo or karate or anything that i can use to protect me from danger (i mean, rapist.)
26. amillionsheep's Table Manner is probably the best fic that i've read.
27. i have no sense of humor. well, a little.
28. i laugh easily and i dont laugh like how girls supposed to laugh.
29. i love to dance but i dont like to dance at the same time *whatheck i know*
30. i love to sing, my voice isnt good.
LMAO i think that is it. i'll add some more if i remember something. xD
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