A girl who stumbled upon dream and reality. Because she's too lost to realize that she did not draw the line.
I was called by Janet for most all of the time, because it's my real name and because it was written on my birth certificate, but I would really appreciate it
if you call me
Sei. Because I'm too bored to hear 'Janet' and because I need some new sensation.
I was dropped to the Earth 14 years ago. I commit sins everyday because I'm not perfect and I'm just a normal human that's all.
I live in Indonesia but no, I'm not a pure Indonesian. My parents were from China but no, we can't speak those Chinese languages; whatever it is.
My life was full by emotional feelings; I'm a crybaby and I really can't help it.
I think I was loved by people around me. I do not appreciate what do you call by friendship because I believe friends will come and go as time goes by.
I do not trust my friend like I do trust them before, and this is the main reason why do I like to express my feelings through writings and not with words.
I love Korea, and I listen to K-Pop music. Cho Kyuhyun is my ultimate bias, KyuMin is my OTP and KyuHaeMin is my favorite OT3.
I write, I breathe, I walk, I talk, I hear, I jump, I dance, I do what normal people do.
What is the difference with me it's just that they know that reality and dream is different but I do not want to know.
And that is because I believe I could find my ideal boy through my dreams and reality is just too painful to deals with.
In which she believes there's no forever but there's eternal and eternity.
the title says everything :(
aish~ i really really don't want to end my holiday! why?
1. i'll need to go to school from 7 30 - 4 15.
2. every tuesday and thursday i'll join some freaking tuition lesson from 5 - 7 pm right after school.
3. playing (studying, actually) organ in church on saturday from 5 - 7 and directly attend the church mass till 8 30.
5. attend chrism lesson every sunday from 4 30 - 6 30 pm (actually this will end in august, but still...).
4. no internet on weekdays. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT????? THIS IS TORTURING ME! YOU KNOW I CAN;T LIVE WITHOUT INTERNET. I WILL NO LONGER STICK TO SUJU'S OR OTHER KPOP BANDS' NEWS!!! plus, NO CELLPHONE TOO. AKSJCKXZMCNBJHASDFJAHSXVCNCV, really.
by the way i'm currently watching Boy Meets Boy and this is so FUCKIN AMAZING ! YOU YAOI LOVERS
SHOULD WATCH THAT ! its short and less conversation but still, amazing. here's the link if you want to watch ; Boy Meets Boy 1/2 &
Boy Meets Boy 2/2.
its
korean bytheway. plus, the boy is CUTEEEEEEEEE! the uke, i think. xD while watching that short film i was thinking about Kyuhyun & Sungmin as the players there since i read the Kyumin fanfic ver. before watching it.
and now i'm going to watch antique bakery and no regret :)
i wonder how will my parents (or my big whole family) react if they know that i, the oh-so-innocent-14-years-old-from-the-outside is watching and really attracted to stuffs like BL. LMAO. they might not allow me to use internet for the rest of my life! XDDDD
and though i'm attracted to things like that, i'm straight like an arrow. i like boys and i'm NORMAL. once again, I AM
NORMAL.
ah~ thinking about less than a week im going to school.. i really wanted to commit a suicide. uhhh.. UAN, you know you're torturing me and 129038209467235463254632764 other students out there. -_______-
i really, also wish that the class will be arranged according to religion. oh please! :x
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