A girl who stumbled upon dream and reality. Because she's too lost to realize that she did not draw the line.
I was called by Janet for most all of the time, because it's my real name and because it was written on my birth certificate, but I would really appreciate it
if you call me
Sei. Because I'm too bored to hear 'Janet' and because I need some new sensation.
I was dropped to the Earth 14 years ago. I commit sins everyday because I'm not perfect and I'm just a normal human that's all.
I live in Indonesia but no, I'm not a pure Indonesian. My parents were from China but no, we can't speak those Chinese languages; whatever it is.
My life was full by emotional feelings; I'm a crybaby and I really can't help it.
I think I was loved by people around me. I do not appreciate what do you call by friendship because I believe friends will come and go as time goes by.
I do not trust my friend like I do trust them before, and this is the main reason why do I like to express my feelings through writings and not with words.
I love Korea, and I listen to K-Pop music. Cho Kyuhyun is my ultimate bias, KyuMin is my OTP and KyuHaeMin is my favorite OT3.
I write, I breathe, I walk, I talk, I hear, I jump, I dance, I do what normal people do.
What is the difference with me it's just that they know that reality and dream is different but I do not want to know.
And that is because I believe I could find my ideal boy through my dreams and reality is just too painful to deals with.
In which she believes there's no forever but there's eternal and eternity.
oh base on the title, this post is sungmin related. Look, i'm still REALLY VERY VERY NEW to Super Junior. i was in Super Junior like around one month (less or maybe more) since the 4jib was released.
so minutes ago i was roaming around sj-world, yeah that forum. i dont contribute a post there, FYI. i was just roaming around XD and i found one topic with a sungmin related title. they're discussing about Sungmin's attitude nowadays. members give their opinions about Sungmin's difference when the 4jib was released.So what is the difference?well according to the members there, he has a low self esteem. like when heechul asked (in Youngstreet) if Super Junior sells 100k copies of album, how many albums does Sungmin contribute? and Sungmin's answer is: 50 copies. OH C'MON! its 100k copies and how come Sungmin only contributes 50 copies??? your fans out there is more than 5k you know? :/ heechul also said Sungmin's face is very baby-looking, Sungmin answered: "Popularity is still the same". Sungmin, what's wrong with you??
oh and they also said that Sungmin rarely smile [or well rarely looked happy] when Super Junior won in the Music Bank *is it? oh or whatever, the point is they won something*. when other members are rejoicing, Sungmin only stays at the corner and barely smile. oh what the hell.
oh another member also says that maybe this is Kyuhyun related.
she said that at the Open Concert, Kyu was walking towards Sungmin and Ryeowook, Wookie pulls Min towards himself to leave a spot for Kyu (to stand beside Min) but Kyu doesn't. Wookie even tells Kyu to stand next to Min. Perhaps Wookie was trying to patch things up between them.
As a Kyumin shipper, im disappointed. :(
ah and when Sungmin tried to fix Kyuhyun's mic, Kyu did nothing. this is what other member said again. well maybe this is what she means:
cre: on the pic
well i can't say anything since i didnt watch it. and feel free to correct me if you think this isnt what she means. :)
and they also said that Sungmin and Kyuhyun is ignoring each other. again, i can;t say anything since i;m not really into watching their perf, or listening to their radio or whatever~
i'm more too reading :) that's bcos youtube connection really sucks here and streaming isn't a good idea. so i prefer reading the news. :)
well whatever happens to Sungmin (and Kyuhyun), i hope he'll get better and talk more :))
THIS WAS PURELY TAKEN FROM SJ-WORLD.NETAND I CONTRIBUTE NOTHING HERE. I;M JUST REPOSTING. actual topic=
What Do You Think of Sungmin's Attitude Nowadays?that's a good topic tbh. i cried when reading those comments there.
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