A girl who stumbled upon dream and reality. Because she's too lost to realize that she did not draw the line.
I was called by Janet for most all of the time, because it's my real name and because it was written on my birth certificate, but I would really appreciate it
if you call me
Sei. Because I'm too bored to hear 'Janet' and because I need some new sensation.
I was dropped to the Earth 14 years ago. I commit sins everyday because I'm not perfect and I'm just a normal human that's all.
I live in Indonesia but no, I'm not a pure Indonesian. My parents were from China but no, we can't speak those Chinese languages; whatever it is.
My life was full by emotional feelings; I'm a crybaby and I really can't help it.
I think I was loved by people around me. I do not appreciate what do you call by friendship because I believe friends will come and go as time goes by.
I do not trust my friend like I do trust them before, and this is the main reason why do I like to express my feelings through writings and not with words.
I love Korea, and I listen to K-Pop music. Cho Kyuhyun is my ultimate bias, KyuMin is my OTP and KyuHaeMin is my favorite OT3.
I write, I breathe, I walk, I talk, I hear, I jump, I dance, I do what normal people do.
What is the difference with me it's just that they know that reality and dream is different but I do not want to know.
And that is because I believe I could find my ideal boy through my dreams and reality is just too painful to deals with.
In which she believes there's no forever but there's eternal and eternity.
you're stupid if you believe i'm really enjoying my holiday in MY HOUSE. mom didn't even let me to go to the mall, even if what i;m doing later on at the mall is just sitting in front of computer and playing. aaaaaannndddd guess why was my mom not letting me going out to the mall ?
cough.
YES. IT'S BCOS A COUGH. i just recovered from my fever last week and now i'm only having the cough sticking with me. screw you, idiot cough.
because today is the day i suppose to play with my friend for the love party :( god, i am so, so, so pathetic.
oh, mentioning about god... i shouldn't say god in this post.
i'm now really fond of reading fanfics, esp. for haehyuk and kyumin. kekekekeke well esp. for smut.. asdhfkdhfffg
okay. if you have a link to smut kyumin fanfic (i prefer rape, i never read kyumin rape before. >< all i read was haehyuk and haehyuk. i know theyre somehow play hard. but kyumin can too, cant they?), will you tell me ? kekekekeke big thanks. just go e-mail me, or leave something at the shoutbox, or just leave a comment here. well anything will do :)
okay now i gtg. maybe i'll change my blog skin-well or whatever the name is. cu~
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