A girl who stumbled upon dream and reality. Because she's too lost to realize that she did not draw the line.
I was called by Janet for most all of the time, because it's my real name and because it was written on my birth certificate, but I would really appreciate it
if you call me
Sei. Because I'm too bored to hear 'Janet' and because I need some new sensation.
I was dropped to the Earth 14 years ago. I commit sins everyday because I'm not perfect and I'm just a normal human that's all.
I live in Indonesia but no, I'm not a pure Indonesian. My parents were from China but no, we can't speak those Chinese languages; whatever it is.
My life was full by emotional feelings; I'm a crybaby and I really can't help it.
I think I was loved by people around me. I do not appreciate what do you call by friendship because I believe friends will come and go as time goes by.
I do not trust my friend like I do trust them before, and this is the main reason why do I like to express my feelings through writings and not with words.
I love Korea, and I listen to K-Pop music. Cho Kyuhyun is my ultimate bias, KyuMin is my OTP and KyuHaeMin is my favorite OT3.
I write, I breathe, I walk, I talk, I hear, I jump, I dance, I do what normal people do.
What is the difference with me it's just that they know that reality and dream is different but I do not want to know.
And that is because I believe I could find my ideal boy through my dreams and reality is just too painful to deals with.
In which she believes there's no forever but there's eternal and eternity.
lol .
the title has nothing to do with the content .
just make it look more attractive . XDD
todayy~
ahh , nothing special . is just that the scar that i got yesterday , still dont wanna get away from my beautiful-looks skin . hoho , please dont mind about the narcissist .
oh yess , n i saw him just now . OMOO >.<
he looks more attractive , handsome , n so whatever day by day .
cant take my eyes off him .
now i'm addicted to manyyy things ! XDD
i'm addicted to DBSK [not a secret anymore !]
i'm addicted to Yoon Ho [not a secret =___=]
i'm addicted to cute stuffs [happens twice in my life . i dont adore cute stuffs that much anyway =__=]
i'm addicted to YAOI !!
*for those who doesnt know what is yaoi , i'll tell you . yaoi is boyXboy love , or you can call it , GAYS XDD*
i'm addicted to yaoi because of DBSK , i mean the coupling things , YoonJae , YooSu , Ximin , 2u , kiss , soulfighter , whatever~
they make me to fall in deep love with yaoi ! lol XDD
anyway , tell you .
i love yaoi , not GAYS !
whats the diffrence ?
the diffrence is that ,
yaoi is for the handsome n cute guys like YoonJae , YooSu , n others [including kyumin ! lol]
and gays ,
somehow i find that , gay is just for sissy . i mean ,, you know , boy that acts like a girl ;____;
and yaoi , not .
thats for mee anywaayyy dont mind it =___=
i want to add more piercingss ! the problem is , will my mom let me ? aww just adding 4 piercings anyway T^T not that much~
hoping that i could add more piercings *pray*
ahh !
i dont know if its just only i'm on a bad luck or what , but , these 3 days , i almost slip at the canteen =__=
luckily , i havent .
my canteen at the school is so damn ugly .
many cockroaches *euuuwww*
and the floor ? ohmygod~
dont mention about it ;___;
you'll be sick , i swear .
ahh~
4 days~
and i'll have my first term exam , hiatusing from my lovely forum >.<
and after the test , i'm goin out with my lovely friend~
goin to watch new moon !
yeaah~
i havent watch new moon yet .
because no one accompanies me [how sad] . my close friends dont really like twilight as much as me .
i adores twilight so much , i've waited new moon to be release at the cinemas here .
and when the time comes , i dont have any friends to accompany me .
arghhh !! how sad T^T
okay , gtg .
i'll share more things later , maybe . XDD
gudbyeee
XDD
andd .. please dont mind my english =___=
i know i have a bad english , i dont speaks english very well .
but i want to train it now ! yeayeayea XDD
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