A girl who stumbled upon dream and reality. Because she's too lost to realize that she did not draw the line.
I was called by Janet for most all of the time, because it's my real name and because it was written on my birth certificate, but I would really appreciate it
if you call me
Sei. Because I'm too bored to hear 'Janet' and because I need some new sensation.
I was dropped to the Earth 14 years ago. I commit sins everyday because I'm not perfect and I'm just a normal human that's all.
I live in Indonesia but no, I'm not a pure Indonesian. My parents were from China but no, we can't speak those Chinese languages; whatever it is.
My life was full by emotional feelings; I'm a crybaby and I really can't help it.
I think I was loved by people around me. I do not appreciate what do you call by friendship because I believe friends will come and go as time goes by.
I do not trust my friend like I do trust them before, and this is the main reason why do I like to express my feelings through writings and not with words.
I love Korea, and I listen to K-Pop music. Cho Kyuhyun is my ultimate bias, KyuMin is my OTP and KyuHaeMin is my favorite OT3.
I write, I breathe, I walk, I talk, I hear, I jump, I dance, I do what normal people do.
What is the difference with me it's just that they know that reality and dream is different but I do not want to know.
And that is because I believe I could find my ideal boy through my dreams and reality is just too painful to deals with.
In which she believes there's no forever but there's eternal and eternity.
kmaren gw ga nntn TM ..
duh ga nyambung bgt ya ama tittle na ?
hahahas .
jd gni ..
gw brusan ngebaca blog yg isinya curhatan smua ,, n gw jd terinspirasi bwat jadiin ni blog sbgai diary umum . coz gw juga jarang nulis diary yahh ,, toh intinya sama aja gue curhat .
maaf bahasa gue rada kacau . hahaha ..
ga tau knapa kl ngmg2 sndiri diblog ,, pas gue nulis ,, gue tau apa yg gw omongin tp pas gw udah publish trus gw baca ulang ,, kok gw sndiri bingung ya sama ap yg gw tulis ?? hahaha ..
tuh an dr tittle , pembukaan , ampe sini juga kaga ad yg nyambung . awkawk .. gw pisah2 aj y critanya ,, ngerti kaga ? klo kaga ngerti yaodah . hwaha .
mksd gw mw lupa tp ga bisa itu .. ttg cowo yg gw sayang bangedd , bgd nya tuh bgd2 .
gw skrg sm dy dah beda kelas sihh ,, cmn ssh bgt ngelupain dy ,, gmna yya ?
gw bingung . tiap kali gw ngeliat dy ,, mata gw ga bisa lepas gituh dr dia ..
gw udah nyoba malingin muka tiap x gw udah ngeliat dy gitu .. tp bbrp dtik kmudian gw pasti balik lg nyari2 muka dy ,, n biasanya gw kecewa krn pas gw liat lg , dy nya dah ga ada @@
adui sedih banget lah pkok e .. skrg gw masih diproses ngelupain dy ,, cmn kaga berhasil gitu .. huhu .. gw jg skrg lg rada tertarik (BUKAN SUKA) sm seorang cowo .. BE-RON-DONG sehh .. wkwkkwkwkwkwk .. tp gpp lahh ,, lagian cmn tertarik gini koq ..ga naksir , ga suka . biasa aja . gw jg tau tuhh dy pny gebetan . haha . pas gw dger nya gw ga sedih tuh @@ kecewa jg nggak ..
tangan gue gatel2 terus nehh !!! males dehh ... gatel nya tuh dibawah telapak tangan gitu ,, kl nyentuh sesuatu pastii ,, aduhhhh .. gatelnya itu loh ... KAGA NAHANNN .... kr2 gw knp yya ? huhu ..
kmaren gw kaga nntn tm4 .. sial dah . soal na gue males . tp kl tau ada cwo cakep ya pasti nya gue nonton dong . untungnya ada tyangan ulangnya . jd masi bsa nntn si mr.cakep bin kerenn ..
hahahahahahahah ~
cmn itu doang sihh yg bkin gw mw nntn siaran ulangnya .. tp eh ga tau nya si ken tambah cakep . sama ivan nya cakepnya jg ++ .. ahahahahah .. ketagihan sndri dah @@
tp tnang aj ,,,, my honey masi ko onal koq . awkawkawk ~
trus ad my baby jg si kyuhyunnie ..
ad my darling si tablooo . wkwkwkw
PLAYGIRL KAGA ILANG2 YE ...
hahahahah ..
maaf ,, yayang rob pattinson udah di blacklist . ntar mw dganti sm ayang daniel radcliffe !!
haha ..
eh nnti gw mw nntn harpot lohh ... ad yg mw nemenin ?
hahahahah .. bukan nanti sih ,, tp bsok snin ! ^^v
nnti gw critain yee . ahahahs ~
*TULISAN GUE GEDEIN N DI BOLD KARENA NTAR KAGA KELIATAN TULISANNYE8
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