A girl who stumbled upon dream and reality. Because she's too lost to realize that she did not draw the line.
I was called by Janet for most all of the time, because it's my real name and because it was written on my birth certificate, but I would really appreciate it
if you call me
Sei. Because I'm too bored to hear 'Janet' and because I need some new sensation.
I was dropped to the Earth 14 years ago. I commit sins everyday because I'm not perfect and I'm just a normal human that's all.
I live in Indonesia but no, I'm not a pure Indonesian. My parents were from China but no, we can't speak those Chinese languages; whatever it is.
My life was full by emotional feelings; I'm a crybaby and I really can't help it.
I think I was loved by people around me. I do not appreciate what do you call by friendship because I believe friends will come and go as time goes by.
I do not trust my friend like I do trust them before, and this is the main reason why do I like to express my feelings through writings and not with words.
I love Korea, and I listen to K-Pop music. Cho Kyuhyun is my ultimate bias, KyuMin is my OTP and KyuHaeMin is my favorite OT3.
I write, I breathe, I walk, I talk, I hear, I jump, I dance, I do what normal people do.
What is the difference with me it's just that they know that reality and dream is different but I do not want to know.
And that is because I believe I could find my ideal boy through my dreams and reality is just too painful to deals with.
In which she believes there's no forever but there's eternal and eternity.
beberapa hal yang ngebuat gue posting ga jelas kek gini :
1.
Kak Ceko ,,, ternyata ga seperti yang gue bayangin . yeppp , dia sama sekali ga yang kek gue bayangin . yang gue bayangin itu ya , kak Ceko lumayan lah ,, muka nya . cakepp .. lumayan cakep lahh .. ternyata ... lu bisa bayangin sendiri kan maksud gue apa kalo udah ngomong kek gitu ?? hehe .. maaf , kak Ceko . bukan na saia mau ngehina ... kak ceko sih oke lahh ,, tapi ga seperti yang gue bayangin . eh ,, kak ! lagi ngamen cinta yah , kak ? sama siapa ?? capek capek amat pake ngamen cinta segala .. sama gue ga perlu kak , yang namanya ngamen cinta . cukup NGEMIS cinta aja ama gue ... heheheheh ! piss kak !
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Kak Raditya Dika ,, ternyata dirimuh udah punya pacar yah ??? sedih deh . ntar kalo putus bilang bilang gue yahh !! gue ga daftar jadi cewe lo kok , kak . wong umur gue sama kek adik lo . cukup jadi adik angkat lo aja kak ! hahahaha =) . gaje ..
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Kak Andikobe ,, blog na akhir na gue temukan . tapi isinyahh ? aduh ya ampun omigod .. gue baca nya pusing saking mini nya tuh ..
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Kak Oben Cedric ,, blogmuh kemana sih ??? dari kemaren gue cari ga ketemu ketemu . ga mungkin kan lo ga punya blog ?? haiss .. dah desperado bangettt
gue masih pengen nulis sihh ,, tapi ga jadi deh .
pala gue tiba tiba pusing n gue jadi males ...
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